I got this icebox where my heart used to be...

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
5:49 PM

"Given Up"

Wake in a sweat again

Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

Fuck it. Here goes round 2 of this year's emo-ing. I fucking hate JC life.

My eardrums are hurting from loud music.

I have 101 things to do which I just decided to heck. Let it pile up...What difference will it make?

I'm in a super fucked up vulgar mood right now.

And I want to give up on something which I foolishly thought was possible.

And yea, I'm not even gonna try and hide the fact that there is 1 whole chunk of white space here.

He crapped.